21.11.12

The A"maze"ing Life


There will always be this feeling of emptiness, loneliness, and helplessness. When will this forlorn emotion die? Life will give us a lot of options, but our minds couldn’t decide on what choice to make. We would oftentimes get stuck in a world wrapped in confusion. Then, in that sudden moment, we begin to break down and cry our hearts out.

We have experienced such time when we have almost exhausted all our energies into something yet in the end, we are still bound to give them up. Yes, after that last-minute decision of letting go something we ultimately value or we hold close into our hearts, we start to regret. Maybe we chose the wrong path for ourselves. But instead of drowning in depression, we resolve to smile, remain happy, and believe that something good might come our way.

It is our faith that levers us up amidst the uncertainties that we face. It is our will to survive and the determination to reach our dreams that keep us going. It is our ability to love unconditionally that gives spark to our existence. We lift everything up to the One who created us.

In a world where there are many influences, it could be hard to reach that point of individual uniqueness. Some become puppets to the ones who aren’t pretty contented and happy with their own lives. They want others to carry a life as pathetic as theirs. Unfortunate but true. It’s up to those puppets to stand up to their own rights and eventually be the best that they can potentially be.

Indeed, life is such a crazy maze. We may not know what direction to trek into but pray, and hope, that in time, we would be able to find the right way and finish victorious in the end.

Step On

Real life sucks but you don't have any choice but to embrace all its quirks and inconveniences. Outside the four walls of school, a jungle of scary events await you. If you're not brave and determined enough to face them, then you may be doomed.

Societal expectations will push you to become who you want or wouldn't want yourself to be. You will be forced to excel and move beyond your limits even if this entails sacrificing your own enjoyment or forgetting yourself in order to put up to the wishes of others. Then, you ask yourself, "Why are all these troubles happening to me?" "I've done almost everything to reach my dreams yet unexpected circumstances have hindered me in achieving my real potentials".

When things seem down, you begin to doubt all your skills and abilities. You start to question if you're really a good decision maker or if you've figured out the correct plans in your life. Well, when the worse happens, you try to comfort yourself by saying, "That's life!" You realize that you couldn't just halt your life after being squashed, burned, or trampled by a major problem. Time clicks away and you should and must move on.

You have to continue growing. It is in not stopping that you will notice positive changes within you. You will start noticing improvements in the various aspects of your life.

When everything looks stagnant, get out of your bed and continue learning. Read more books. Review more movies. Cook new recipes. Write letters. Bond with friends and family. Apply for jobs. Learn new hobbies. Exercise. Save money. Share. Be good. Pray. Clean your house. With all these little steps, you know you're educating yourself to become a better individual.

In life, there may be many quandaries that could shut down your system if you allow them to. But if you are strong-willed, enthusiastic, and positive, no one can take that smile off your face. You may not understand the world you're living in now. Or perhaps, you may not understand yourself. In the end, it is about choosing what you value the most and in the process, believing that God is pleased with what you are doing.

4.9.12

Kay Sarap Mag-bike

       Masarap ang mag-bike. Yun bang kung saan-saan ka nakararating nang hindi mo na pinoproblema ang gasolina at pamasahe. Yun nga lang, mararamdaman mo yung pangangalay ng iyong tuhod o di kaya yung pawis na tumatagiktik sa iyong ulo at likuran. Pero, okay lang. Masarap din naman yung mga panibagong mga tanawin na tila naglalaro sa iyong mga mata.
       Yung lumang mountain bike na siyang ibinigay ng aking tito ay pina-ayos ko sa aking itay. Kesa naman hayaan ko na lang itong kitkitin ng kalawang sa bodega. Binilhan ito ng bagong upuan at mga kambyada. Nilagyan din ito ng ilaw upang hindi ka masagasaan 'pag gabi. Pininturahan pa ito upang maging "brand new" yung kalalabasan at para naman halatang hindi mo pinababayaan yung bike mo.
       Maraming naidudulot na maganda ang pag- bike. Mainam itong ehersisyo sapagkat napapanatili nito ang maayos na timbang at pinalalakas nito ang puso mo. Masarap ang mag-bike tuwing umaga sapagkat ang sikat ng araw ay hindi ganoon kalakas at malamig pa ang simoy ng hangin na tila lumilipad ang feeling mo.
       Kung maaari sana, gumamit na lang ng bike yung mga tao kung malapit lang naman ang kanilang pupuntahan. Sa paraang ito kasi, nakakatulong sila sa pagbawas ng polusyon na dumudumi sa ating kahanginan na siya namang nagdudulot ng kung anu-anong mga sakit. Hindi ba't marami talagang biyaya ang dala ng pagba-bike?
       Kung merong isport siguro na gusto kong salihan, yun ay biking. Kaya lang medyo nangangailangan ito ng matinding training. Pero siguro, makakarating din tayo sa puntong iyan. Lahat naman ng bagay natutunan basta't gusto mo at mahal mo ang iyong ginagawa. Nakakaaliw ngang tingnan yung mga bikers na mabilis na dumadaan sa aming lugar. Nakasuot pa nga sila ng kumpletong "gear" para maiiwasan nila ang mga aksidente. Nakakainggit.
       Kailangan, lahat tayo ay may kinakaabalahang isport o di kaya'y gawain na makapagbibigay sa ating katawan ng sapat na ehersisyo. I believe that health is wealth. O di ba, bagong-bago? Hahaha. Pero totoo, mahirap magkasakit dahil mahal ang ospital. At maiiwasan natin ito kung aktibo nating napapanatili ang malakas na pangangatawan.
       O, magba-bike na ako. Sama ka?

21.7.12

Kainis na Lamok!

          Kainis talaga yung mga lamok. Walang pinipili kapag kumagat. Habang nagta-type ako ngayon, walang tigil naman ang pagdapo ng mga walang awang mga lamok sa aking mga paa. Alam mo na kung kinagat ka kapag dama mo na ang pangangati sa lugar kung saan ka nila tinusok.
          Ano ba ang gustong-gusto nila sa akin? Hindi naman ako dugong bughaw. Siguro gusto nila yung dugo ko dahil matamis ito. May lahi kaming diabetic kaya siguro animo juice yung pakiramdam nila sa nananalaytay sa aking mga kaugatan.
          Kung alam lang ng lamok ang dulot niyang kapahamakan. May narinig akong isang batang dinapuan ng dengue sa aming barangay. Sabi nila, baka nakuha niya ito sa kanilang paaralan. Siguro marami roong mga bagay bagay na sinisidlan ng tubig tuwing umuulan at nagiging tirahan na ito ng mga lamok na dala ay ang  nakamamatay na dengue.
          Narinig ko, hindi lang pala tuwing hapon sumasalanta ang mga lamok na ito. Kahit gabi raw ay naghahasik sila ng lagim. Kainis! Naaawa tuloy ako sa mga kabataang namamatay na walang kalaban-laban dahil lang sa dengue. Marami ng mga pangarap ang tinapos ng karamdaman na ito.
          Kaya naman kailangan na talaga ng bawat barangay ang mag-plano kung paano sugpuin ang nakakapinsalang sakit. Linisin ang kapaligiran lalung-lalo na ang mga nananatiling tubig sa mga gulong, plorera, bote, at iba pa na napupuno tuwing umuulan at napapabayaan na lamang. Magpatingin agad sa doktor kapag pabalik-balik ang lagnat, namumula ang katawan, nananakit ang ulo at tiyan o kapag may kaso ng dengue sa lugar at nararamdaman mong may mga sintomas ka nito. Huwag na nating hintayin pang dumugo ang ating mga kasidlan bago pa tayo pumunta sa ospital.
          Maraming mga mumunting pangarap ang masasalba basta't hindi tayo nagpapatalo sa mga nakakainis na mga lamok na ito.

6.5.12

Finally Home


          Had you ever experienced waiting so long for your flight, doing just about anything at the departure area such as play Angry Birds on your laptop or type nonsensically on your cellphone, then suddenly, the airport personnel would inform you that your trip was cancelled? I had. Just my perfect definition of what they call “epic fail”.
          I was with my college friend, Charlene, whom I  just unexpectedly spotted sitting on a chair a couple inches across from mine. At first, I thought my eyes were only blurry. Maybe, she was just another stranger who looked like my leader in our college thesis project. When I called her name, she stood up with such surprise and we tried so hard for our shrieks to be mellowed down. I came over to chat with her. Oh, how I missed our out-of-this-world, crazy talks!
          She had been waiting here longer than I was. She was very much excited to meet her loved ones who had prepared something for her arrival after 11 months of missionary work abroad. Maybe food and tight hugs. Her best friends and boyfriend had been calling and texting her almost every minute. She told them that she would pass by a store to buy some additional food for the simple celebration back in her home.  
          How about me? Of course, I’m excited to go home too. Honestly, I missed home and I missed my dog, Chubby. It was quite a learning experience travelling in Manila. I didn’t plan to meet a lot of my relatives but I luckily had. I had met and cuddled their own huggable puppies too. I had tasted a lot of food that offered something incredibly new to my almost bored palate. I even tasted a cheap halo-halo with a leche flan on top from my tita’s  humble neighborhood. 
          Of course, my feet wearily trudged the streets of Quiapo, Divisoria, and Baclaran, thinking at the back of my mind that with clothes this cheap, how come there were still some who go naked on streets? I had been from Las Piñas to Bulacan with my sweat damping the butt of my shorts and the back of my shirt every time my cousins and I would rush to get into another jeepney, bus, or trike under the unforgiving sun.  I even thought I had been to all SM branches already in our desperation to cool ourselves down. Funny, but I would surely miss such unforgettable and one-of-a-kind experience.  Yet after a month of adventure, Iloilo was still waiting for me, for no matter where life and the wind would lead me, She would always be remembered.
         “The flight going to Iloilo is cancelled”, the crew of NAIA 3 said. “There are no lights in Iloilo Airport right now. It would be dangerous for the plane to land there”, he added. We were told to either rebook our flight or refund our payments for the tickets. 
          As expected, many of the passengers, including us, surrounded the crew, asking for clarity or if contingency measures would be available immediately so we could go home now and embrace our relatives who had been longing for our arrival. Some even shouted at the top of their lungs as they tried to squeeze out a reasonable explanation from the crew. A guy in his 50’s burst out in exasperation because he had a conference to attend. A father was infuriated because his family didn’t anymore have a hotel to stay in. And Charlene, after arriving late on her original flight and after paying 1,500 php to book the next schedule which happened to be my trip, had her shoulders dropped in dismay. She was expecting that she could finally meet her loved ones but here she was, trying to grasp the rationale behind why her trip home couldn’t smoothly push through.
          It was already night-time. We decided to rebook our flight, procuring a 10 am schedule for the next day. Some passengers took the 4 am flight, preferring to spend the night at the airport than cash out for another hotel or for fares that would take them back to the places they stayed in.
          I called my uncle and asked if my friend could come with me at their house since her place was really far from the city. He agreed, so we took a cab on the way to my uncle’s residence where we rested and waited for another day to pass by.  Charlene was thankful because despite the unexpected and unfathomable circumstances, God had found a way for her to stay safe and to bond with a friend she had not met for a long time.
          We heard in the news that the airport’s plant back in Iloilo was hit by a fire due to a short circuit, creating a power outage. This froze the whole operation of the airport, cancelling all the flights going to and from the province.
          I realized that such a crisis could not only hinder the passengers from flying to their respective destinations but it could also put a halt to various important personal and business transactions, resulting to certain losses of investment, may it be money or time.
          Alarmed upon hearing the crippling predicament, the local government instinctively thought of solutions to address such problem. Indeed, what had happened would serve as a great lesson to the province.  The officials should be ready at all times in preparing contingency measures that would prevent the incident to occur again in the future. Indeed, thinking of what might come when a particular dilemma transpires and finding ways to combat it is a critical intervention every organization must not overlook.
          Early morning the next day, Charlene and I prepared ourselves and our baggages for the flight. We thanked my tito and tita for amicably accommodating us. Yesterday had been a rough day but now, the morning was gleaming at us and I knew everything would be okay.
         Obviously, Charlene couldn’t hide her excitement as we entered the plane. It was true that we could definitely reach our destination if our hearts courageously go for it despite the barriers along the way.
        “This is it”, she uttered.  Yes, we may go to different places in the near future but let’s admit it, nothing feels like home.

3.5.12

Cooling It Down at Grotto Vista Resort, Bulacan

         From Manila, my two cousins and I went to Bulacan to meet another cousin and to take a swim in a popular pool situated there. It was scorching hot in Manila that we just wanted to dip our bodies into the cold water and release the accumulated heat that was waiting to burst out from our sweltering systems.
          From Quiapo, we rode an FX that dropped us at SM Fairview. My guy cousin, who is battling mood swings and pimples due to adolescence, decided to buy a board short from the mall’s department store.  We searched by the racks as well as by the tables where a lot of shorts were stacked on. Nothing caught his fancy. If there was, it would either be too big or too small for him.    Luckily, the statue wearing a board short which according to my instinct, would be the perfect fit, caught my attention. We then asked the salesgirl if we could try the one that the dummy was wearing. She did agree, stripping off the short from the mannequin and when my cousin tried it, it was exactly the one he’s looking for.
          What I loved about SM City Fairview was that it closely resembled SM City Iloilo that visiting the former made me feel I’m home again. Plus, Fairview had boutiques I couldn't find from other SM branches.  You’ll just love to drop by Jewels and Chemistry for awesome fashion finds. The mall also offered fun rides and exciting arcades at the top floor.
          Before we could head to our main destination, we first dined at Mang Inasal located at the Robinson’s Mall just right across SM. After we filled our tummies with unlimited rice, yummy chicken inasal, and sizzling sisig, we excitedly rushed outside for a transportation that would drive us to Grotto Vista. We found a jeepney labeled with “Grotto” that brought us directly to the resort.
          For a fare of 17 php each, we had arrived at Grotto Vista Resort,  Bulacan’s Premier Resort and San Jose del  Monte’s Pride. I was awestruck by the numerous people going to and fro the resort. When we get there, a show was going on right in front of what seemed to be their largest pool.  The show  was led by funny hosts who entertained the visitors through cracking a lot of jokes and who facilitated activities audience get to participate into.

          We paid 160 php each for the entrance fee since we decided to do night swimming as it was getting dark anyway. We were also given a key for a locker where we stored our bags and other necessities like our cellphones and wallets.

          The resort comprised of many pools but some only operate through private reservations such as the Covered Pool, Scenic Pool, and the Private Pool which could be rented for 12 hours.  Two pools were opened that day, the Galleon Ship and the Island Kiddie Pool. The first one, I guess, was the widest. Right in its middle, a huge archetypical ship complete with sails was built for swimmers to play into. Long, curvy slides descended from the top of the ship and from the rooftop patio located at the side of the pool. This pool was just right for the whole family to bask into especially for the kids since it only reached about  4-5 feet. Most of the deep pools were only open for reservations.

          We also tried the Island Kiddie Pool.  Just like the Galleon Ship, the height of this pool’s water also just reached to about 4-5 feet. But what’s special about this pool was its showers that fall from the pillars and from the Mushroom-like structures which could be your perfect spot to just sit down under its shade while letting the water pour upon your tired feet.

          A long, winding slide was also situated at the edge of the pool while shorter slides are built in a tree-like structure in the middle where a bridge connected to the foot way.

          We took most of our time swimming in the Island Kiddie Pool because I just loved the downpour of the showers and although smaller than the Galleon Ship,  it wasn’t that crowded compared to the latter. I enjoyed dipping with my cousins and how could we not take pictures, right? Summer with a splash of cool water on your skin has always been this ecstatic!

          There were also a line-up of food stands right at the entrance. Rooms were also available for overnight stay. There were large and small cottages to gather a family or a barkada. Videoke machines were also ready to function for those who love to belt out.
          After my cousins and I felt as if the heat within our bodies had completely vaporized, we then packed up, ready to leave for our next stop- meet another cousin and chat the night away.